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01:51Gabriella

am waitin' for u to write somethin'...will u?

01:56Bojan

I don't like saying anything important this way!

But I'm sorry I wasn't ready for your love.

01:58Gabriella

am srry too,,i liked being ur grlfriend

02:00Bojan

See...now I would hug you,if you were here.

02:06Gabriella

am still here,u can hug me for a little more,,but u dont want that

but hey...nevermind

we're all faked up

it just feels so little, i wanted biger things

02:11Bojan

Only I'm fucked up!

Biger is not possible.

02:11Gabriella

its not all about u

02:13Gabriella

jut thought is would be a happy end

02:15Gabriella

sorry u couldn't fall inlove again.

02:16Bojan

Oh...but I did.

The problem was,the feeling came back also with fear.

of loss

02:18Gabriella

thats not love

just emotions hurting

ur afraid of the real thing.

02:21Gabriella

u started feeling fear to soon..didn't even felt the nicest parts of hell in it

or just didn't made me feel it

hope its better to u this way..coz' to me its not

i hoped u'll be the last person i say goodbye

02:28Bojan

The feeling of loss is leaving me restless even now.

02:30Gabriella

um,, i dont really know why u wanted it this way..

and why didnt u tell me instead of waitin for me to craaaaaaaaaack

or i should have noticed..?

well maybe i did.

i just closed my eyes and kissed u instead.

fak meh!!!

02:33Bojan

U did nothing wrong.

Now,I realize that I made a mistake thinking I m going to prevent one.

02:36Gabriella

so,nothing is good enough...theres no good choice?

02:40Gabriella

i think ur are thinkin too much

02:44Gabriella

well, i know that am young and i wanna have fun..dont wanna miss anything i know i could have done..i was with u not because i didnt have any better thing to do, or just to pass my time.. i really wanted to be a part of ur days, to spend time with u, even if u snore reeeally fakin' badly

u know.live for today.

don't have to pay attention to others.just do things freely when and how i want

i didnt see that in ur eyes.

02:57Bojan

That beautiful mindset,is all I ever wished for.But I was never further away from it than before I met you.For you to come along,to remind me of how I want to see life,was a gift worth a whole life.But to become dependent of feeling,could seem a different story.
Yes I'm afraid of love.

03:01Gabriella

if ur willing to let this go now, because it to much, that doesn't mean there isn't going to be another person who can make u feel this way..ur gonna run forever

maybe am just young, and dont really understand, but i think u have to make the best of everythin while u can.

03:15Bojan

I don't want to run,at all.
But its kind of a reflex,and the time for me now is like that.I will change it all,one day,but it's not simple for me,at all!
I must do some big things in my life,so that LOVE can be a part of it again,and not just for a moment.

And you understand things just fine.YOUNG only means that you just didn't have the time to fuck it up yet!
Just keep the LOVE close to you at all times and everything will be alright.Not just love for a person,but love for all life.Keep the fear out of sight,and happiness is sure to follow.

03:18Gabriella

why are u tellin this to me?

..my mind is clear

ur the one who cant let the feeling show..i felt it all the way.

i wanted to give you affection

LOVE is somethin' else.

AND THEN I LOGGED OFF.

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